There's Some Magic In These Moments

By Evan Sanders


There's some serious pressure.

Lots of pressure. The type of pressure that turns you into something you've never been before. The type of pressure that can crumble you or turn you into something amazing.

There's fury in this heart of mine right now. There's this strong pull I can feel tearing at me to go a different direction.

This is a great pressure.

And it can build inside of you for a long time.

I can feel this over my chest, running up through my cheekbones and down the sides of my neck. It's circulating.

It begs you to do whatever you need to do. It begs you to listen to it.

I am being asked to drastically change my actions...to drop my previous decisions...to let old pieces of me fall away to and usher in something focus, new, driven by a voice, and flowing with faith.

But when you're scared it's hard to dive into this place.

Because I know that this version of myself, this version that I worked so hard to create...I'll just never be able to go back. I'll never be able to go back to the person I am right now because of the request.

It's fine to live in that place.

And yet...it's such a bizarre feeling to have this coming from your heart.

To know what you have right now is good but to be asked by something to drop that for something you cannot see, cannot even fathom or can hardly put into words...

It takes blind faith. It takes "seeing" without seeing.

And to drop the fear.

And yet...

It doesn't feel unguided.

Really make a commitment to moving forward with your life that goes beyond saying that you're going to do something and actually doing it for once. Be a man or woman of action and forget all the words.

Leave everything behind that you have to leave behind.

And step into something that will change your life. Never come back. Never look back.

All the logical arguments could tell me otherwise, but this is all beyond logic. All beyond what my mind could possibly tell me. This is in the depths of my heart.

Have faith.

Leave your mind behind and follow your heart.

And trusting I'm headed right where I belong.




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